Today is January 12, 2016; six years ago today, the Haiti earthquake struck. Several seminary classmates/friends were in Haiti. My friend Ben lost his life along with many others that day. A year ago, I wrote a blog post about remembering and even still today, these words are the words that are ringing true for me. Today is a day filled with all sorts of emotions; melancholy, joy in seeing new life born out of the ashes, and so many other emotions.
I started my morning as I do every January 12th, listening to Ben's version of Psalm 30; his song titled "Mourning into Dancing." And as I listen to Ben's music, I am reminded of the chorus to the hymn"My Life Flows On In Endless Song" in our hymnals that says, "How can I keep from singing?" Those words embody who Ben was as a beloved child of God; Ben loved music. In fact, Ben's last words were sung as he sang the words "God's peace to us we pray."
The post from a year ago is one that I needed to read again today. I hope it blesses you as well!
(Originally posted at Praying on the Prairie; January 12, 2015)
Remember="to have or keep an image or idea in your mind of (something or someone from the past)"; "to cause (something) to come back into your mind;" "to keep (information) in your mind;" or "to not forget something."
This morning I woke up and immediately began to "remember."
I was in Gettysburg Pennsylvania that January day. I was a small group leader for the Diaconal Ministry Formation Event (all diaconal minister candidates are required to do the formation event.) My small group and I were talking about prayer that Tuesday morning when one of my students said she wanted to share a song with us. She pulled it up on her laptop and we strained to listen to this beautiful song. The song was song by Jon and Ben and talked about "hands parted after prayer like cups raised to receive." (The words were words of a poem that a seminary classmate of theirs had wrote). So that morning we listened to the song and than later that afternoon we found out that the earthquake had taken place. Immediately my
For several days after, as you can imagine, there was much confusion. On Thursday morning, one of my students and a dear friend called and asked me where I was. I told her my hotel room and she asked if she could come to me. The minute I hung up the phone that morning I knew that something was wrong. Shera came to my door and informed me that it was confirmed that Ben was gone. We cried and held each other. We proceeded to breakfast where we were asked by the rest of our group if we had heard anything. Shera couldn't get the words out. I was on auto-pilot and all I could keep repeating was "Ben's gone." From breakfast, we gathered in the chapel and worshiped together. When it came time for communion, tears welled up in our eyes as we recalled the words from the song we had heard just a few mornings before "hands parted after prayer like cups raised to receive."
After worship, we all went to our small groups. My small group was in charge of leading worship that night. The girls decided that they still wanted to continue with our original plan; to sing the song "Freedom is Coming" etc. We made one small change; to play Ben's version of Psalm 30 as individuals entered into worship that night. "Weeping may come for the night, but joy comes with the morning." (Now you understand why this verse has become one of my faves). The next day, at the airport, we found a blog post where someone posted Ben's sermon from his senior year at Luther College. It talked about how the song "Freedom is Coming" was one of the most influential songs in his life. (Anyone else get goosebumps. I know I did that day...and still do!)
It is hard to believe that it has been
And throughout the day I will continually be reminded of the promise of hope and Resurrection.
And today Renee and Jon are married and
Mourning into Dancing (Click here to listen to Ben's version of Psalm 30)
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