I don't know about you but on days like today especially, I find my emotions on an emotional roller coaster. The truth is feeling emotions is only human. It is only natural to feel these emotions. ..to feel brokeness, sadness, and probably even a little anger. Today a tornado hit in Oklahoma City and it appears many children have lost their life. I don't understand why these things happen and I know that I am not alone in questioning why things happen. But what I do know is that God is with us in the midst of it all. God is with those who are laying in that rubble tonight in Moore OK. I think of my friend Renee's husband Ben as Ben lay in the Haitian rubble. What comes to mind are the words that Ben was singing that night, "God's peace to us we pray..."
Even in the last moments of his life, Ben prayed...prayed for God's peace. And tonight in the midst of our hurting broken world, we too pray and ask God's peace to reign. However it is hard to find that peace when there is so much sadness is in our world. This past year there has been so much brokeness---a tornado, West Texas, the Boston Marathon bombings, Sandy Hook, Auroro Colorado....and the list goes on. So much sadness....so much brokeness....so much pain....so much fear....so much doubt. Yet God promises that God will always be with us. God walks with us in the midst of our pain, our sorrow, and our sadness. God is ALWAYS there.
A friend shared the following quote from Frederick Buechner (I love Buechner!) on his Facebook page tonight. Buechner's quote offers the peace and hope that I think many of us are searching for tonight. My prayer is that it brings you a little peace, hope and comfort tonight as well.
"Hope stands up to its knees in the past and keeps its eyes on the future. There has never been a time past when God wasn't with us as the strength beyond our strength, the wisdom beyond our wisdom, as whatever it is in our hearts--whether we believe in God or not--that keeps us human enough at least to get by despite everything in our lives that tends to wither the heart and make us less than human. To remember the past is to see that we are here today by grace, that we have survived as a gift." (Frederick Buechner)