Friday, March 08, 2013

To My Beloved....

To My Beloved....

I don't know who you are or what you look like. However every day I pray for God to bring you into my life. As long as I can remember I've wanted a husband and a family. I know that God will bring you into my life when you and I both are ready!

I'm so thankful for everything God has given me. I'm blessed with awesome family and friends. I'm blessed to have an amazing job and awesome colleagues. My life is so full of blessings yet I still wait and yearn for you!

Some day soon I hope that God brings you into my life! There is no doubt in my mind that God has heard every prayer I have said for you. I know that you will be an amazing Godly man who loves me for who I am. I know you will be sweet and kind and caring and full of laughter and joy! I also know you will hold my hand and wipe away my tears when I'm sad. (And the tears, my beloved, will come often which you will embrace and won't scare you away!) You will be the person I can talk to about anything! And our love for each other will be grounded in Gods love! This is so important to us both!

Once God brings you into my life, I will continue to see what our future holds; a child which I yearn for every day too, years filled with love, and so much more!

So I wait for you, my beloved! I wait for our lives to meet and to be joined by God's love. There are days I wish even harder for God to bring you into my life like on a Friday night when I feel somewhat lonely. Until we meet I continue to pray and trust Gods leading.


So for now I wait... And as I wait know that I all ready love you. Because God is working hard to find the perfect match for both of
us. So for now I wait; I wait for you my beloved!

11 comments:

  1. Holding you in prayer. It can be a hard wait. Props to you for voicing what many of us have held so tightly inside. Peace to you!

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    1. I decided to write my comment here, beneath Sarah's... I agree, that this is a brave post and that you are writing for us to read what so many think, feel, and pray themselves. My single years were very difficult for me... my whole being longed to love and be loved. But I do believe that that is where my love relationship with Christ took root most deeply. "Who have I in heaven but Thee, and on earth I desire nothing but Thee. Though my flesh and my heart may fail me, You Oh Lord are the strength of my heart and my portion forever... the nearness of God is my good." (Psalm 73:25-28) Blessings friend.

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    2. Sarah and Wendy, thank you for saying this is a brave post. Funny thing since my 2015 word is "brave." I just finished Annie Down's book "Let's All Be Brave." Thank you for sharing how your single years were also difficult but also the time you believe where your love relationship with Christ took root most deeply.

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  2. Bless you Tara as you "wait." xo

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  3. He is with us in the wait. Shaping us into the exact us we need to be.

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    1. So true! Thanks for stopping by!

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  4. Thins is so beautiful. I am praying that God comforts you in your season of waiting. Thank you for sharing this post with us.

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  5. Beautiful prayer. You will be so blessed when you find the man God is saving for you as you pray for him before you even meet. Can't wait to read when the next stage of your life comes.

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    1. Amanda, thank you! I pray for that day when the next stage of my life comes too.

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