Something has really been on my mind since earlier today. I think part of the reason it's on my mind is because it truly fits in with my last post and the conversation my colleague and I had. I also think it has been on my mind because of some fb posts I saw this evening. As many of you have probably heard or seen on their show, "19 and Counting," the Duggars are expecting child #20. Now I am the first to acknowledge and thank God for God's blessings, but I wonder about their actions. I understand that they feel like they will birth as many children as God will bless them with. But this is where my mind goes balastic and starts asking some pretty serious questions. I know many friends who have struggled to have children. I also have many friends who have struggled but finally had children. And then as a single woman, I still feel called to "motherhood." In each of these cases, I wonder if God would put these dreams so deeply on our hearts if they weren't meant to be. Don't we deserve these blessings as much as the next person? As a single woman, dont I have a right to be blessed with a child if that is what I am feeling called too? (I truly do feel called to "motherhood" and so how do I wait, do I take action, or what?---Im not planning on making any moves NOW but just thinking about what it might mean for my life later on). The last pregnancy the Duggars had resulted in some health issues for the mother Michelle. And their daughter was born premature. So I find myself asking, "Is it safe for her to give birth?" Or is it best to count their blessings and just live their life; why chance it?
Just my thoughts tonight. I hope they arent too disjointed..It's late and late night blogging and a busy day dont always make a lot of sense! :) Goodnight my friends!